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Friday, March 2, 2012
Dreams 'sometimes, we love people so much that we have to be numb to it.
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because if we really felt how much we really love them, it would kill us' EXAMS ARE OVER!!! HELLYEAHHHHHHH my stress level for the past 2 weeks has peaked and i officially am EXHAUSTED. i'm basically nocturnal but now, im..... just awake. for the past 3 days i've only slept 5 hours in total. weeeet. im really tired but when i have the time to nap for an hour or two, I CANT FALL ASLEEP... ITS TORTUROUS. even when i sleep, i dream of dreams that are really really active. it's as if i was in an action movie. i have friends who don't remember their dreams at all! In fact my own boyfriend just tells me he doesn't dream at all! but that's not possible, of course. i dont know how well you remember your dreams when you wake up but as for me, i remember them clearly. it's as if my dreams are real. every detail, colour and emotion in the dream is so freakishly real even till the point i wake up, go through with my day and i can still tell people what i dreamt about last night. sometimes, i get mixed up if something that happened was real, or if it was just a dream. INSANE? i honestly dont know if that is normal or not; but when i wake up, i feel that my hours of sleep does not amount to the hours of rest i had. oh come to think of it, i just realised that most of my dreams that i remember really well are 'action-themed' dreams. like for example, a few weeks ago i dreamt that i was on a run cause there were people trying to kill me and some guy. we had vehicles as small as monopoly character toys (those little metal things which you choose to represent yourself on the board) and when you throw them on the floor, they become real bikes and stuff. WTF? I KNOW firstly, I DONT EVEN LIKE MONOPOLY. i remember the last time i played monopoly is when i one of my baby tooth dropped. which means... primary school, maybe 9 or 10. IM 19 NOW. secondly, I CANT RIDE A MOTORCYCLE. neither do i want to. they're noisy, dirty and unsafe!! we rode on the bikes in huge sand patches like the desert, go past alleys that have people smoking in the alleys, and then the next thing, we were on little boats. then robert pattison came (as edward cullen). OHMYGOD, PLEASE I DONT EVEN LIKE EDWARD. WTF?! he saved me actually and in my dream, i was on his back and he jumped from a high tree to another, just like the movie. weirdly, it was SO DAMN REAL. the wind, colours, excitement. how is that possible? or should i pass my dreams off as i have amazing creativity?? just that i havent actually been able to use it because..... wellll.... im not exactly good at applying creativity to anything else. well so anyway, it's 1.42am now and i'm super tired. i only slept 2 hours the night before and last night, i tried to nap from 11.30 - 00.30 and i failed to fall asleep. i had to get up, study for my finance paper at 9am the very same morning. i self-declare myself to be a demigod now though. im still functioning perfectly fine, dont look that tired and other that FEELING tired, nothing is different! i still sat for my paper, went for lunch, went for driving lesson, movie and dinner! so anyway, i painted my nails!  current nails. i did this about 8 months ago and i thought, why not do it again cause its so damn cute and easy to do. i love it! minnie mouse inspired nails  my previous nail design. i saw this on instagram (FOLLOW ME @FELICIAONGXY) and i thought it was pretty cute so i decide to try it. it isn't as easy the minnie mouse one. ITS NOT WELL DONE, I KNOW. i went to bathe before it fully dry up! so i had to like repaint/overlap blahblah certain parts of it, causing it to look like %^&*(*&^% so anyway, mercus is still keeping up with the 'one flower a week' thing to keep me happy and this week he bought me two roses!  yes, i know it's a coincidence that both roses are the same colour as the one in the precious post. ._. idk why but maybe im realising it late or mercus is getting super sweet!! just for example, the other day, we met and i told him to remind me to get a new hairband. after several hours later, we were having dinner at ajisen and he excused himself to the toilet. HE CAME BACK WITH A PLASTIC BAG WITH THESE!  the exact hairband i lost previously (the black one, which is the reason why i wanted to buy a new one) a double hairband thing, idk what it's called but its leopard prints! i love prints! super cute tissue paper (the black, white and pink thing), which i dont think i'll ever use and a rose!! HOW SWEET IS THAT!!! well anyway, i think maybe i just realised how sweet he is after half a year of being together. hurhur. oh please please dont take anybody around you for granted ok! after realising how good people treats you allows you to become a much happier person!!! 'appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had' - my brother just read this to me and i feel it's relevant to this part of my post! coincidence much? PS: my friend and i realised that most happy people are generally fatter than skinny people so skinny people should envy chubbier people instead! GOODNIGHTTTTT <3 
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