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Thursday, March 29, 2012
Hello everybody. I know, I have been missing from this space for quite a while. Work has been really busy and it’s getting irritating but I won’t rant here about my colleagues, manager and workload. Today, I’ll just blog about something that just came across my mind. I dare say I’m a fairly optimistic person. I have my doubts and fears but I always try my best to look at the bright side of things. Even in the darkest situations, I’ll be able to find something nice to think or smile about because of it. But as days go by (esp these few weeks), I’m getting really tired and upset. A thought just came to me. ‘How optimistic can someone actually get?’ is there a limit to it? What if falling into bad situations time and again and seeing the worst outcome for everything, will the optimism continue? Or will it just…. Disappear eventually? Truth is, I’ve thought about it and I don’t know. I guess for me, optimism is just… evaporating slowly? I do think that once I’m placed into a happier environment and when things turn better, it’ll come back. Oh, this is misleading, I’m not just talking about work. I’m talking about things in general. MAYBE, it’s my PMS acting up. Haha or stress. Well, back to optimism, my friends used to laugh about how optimistic I am and that I actually DO MAKE SENSE when I look at the bleakest happy side of everything. Now, maybe I just need support and encouragement from people to ‘lift me up’ (in a way) for me to feel better. Some things are just so difficult to be put into words. Now when I think about it, I don’t know what has happened. It’s actually more like many things that are close to me or those that i care about are just going bad. I just hope my packed, planned weekend will make me better.. Anyway, no pictures because sad posts shouldn’t have too many colours. Bye, I sincerely wish everyone is happier than me now. Saturday, March 17, 2012
Impatience Good afternoon all. Today I will be blogging about one of my greatest flaws (in my opinion)
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And that is (as the title above shows) impatience. Impatience in a way not what all of you think. In perfectly fine with waiting. I don't mind if people are late. I don't mind at all actually. The impatience that I'm referring about is that I hate people asking questions multiple times. I hate people repeating themselves over and I ABSOLUTELY HATE people asking stupid questions. I have been like that since I was young. I've tried changing. I swear I tried my very best. Stomaching the strong urge to scream at someone when they're asking stupid questions or even still, asking the SAME stupid question MORE THAN ONCE. WTF?! Okay, some may argue that people only ask questions when they don't know blabblahblah, didn't hear the answer blabblahblah. then simple LISTEN when someone answers your stupid question the first time and REMEMBER IT. I'm not saying I'm not guilty of commiting the above. But I just cannot stand it. One example which I believe most of you have experienced. Your mum asks you 'so where are you going later?' you tell her where you're going and 15 mind later she comes in your room and asks again. You tell her again. THEN when you're leaving home, THE SAME QUESTION AGAIN.  Yes, you know exactly what I'm talking about. Well but this flaw of mine, it's a little extreme. Mercus and I have alr quarreled multiple of times due to this. He LOVES repeating questions and himself. And I HATE it! Just a few days ago, I was leaving home to meet him when he asked me if I wanted to bring spare clothes for cycling at east coast cause his friend asked him if he wanted to. I told him no. I didnt want to. I'm alr leaving home, I'm dressed up, had my make up on and it was goin to rain. Clear enough right? AND HE HAD TO ASK ME THRICE. Yes, we argued. He said that he didn't hear me say I didn't want to. But given all the reasons (excuses) I have given him, ISN'T IT UNDER COMMON SENSE THAT I DIDNT WANT TO?!?! I can list you a hundred examples. But I'm not going to. But afterI blow, raise my voice and bite the 'victim's' head off, I'm back to laughing after 2 minutes. Okay maybe many people have this problem but mine is a little extreme. Haha I really hope after posting this, people won't intentionally ask me stupid questions. Yes I know this post is similar to deekosh's rant on SASQ. I still love Mercus btw! Okay to end off, Here's me with my loyal steed at work!  BYE 
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Therapies So finally it's after exams and so we all must must have some sort of therapies to 'reward' ourselves or at least 'celebrate' that exams are over. Some people go back and sleep and replenish their sleep, go for a good good meal, club or whatever. As for me, after my last paper....... I went for my driving lesson ._. Yeah I think maybe I wrote that in my previous post already. The original plan was to go for a tan with a few friends but rain and some miscommunication spoilt the plan. So I went to Mercus's place to replenish my sleep. Haha I did some therapies though! I blogged went for retail therapy but couldn't get many things, sadly  rI only managed to get 2 pairs of shorts and a top. I was desperately looking for shoes but I wasn't able to find any nice and suitable ones ): Later that night, I went back and did my usual stuff. I was looking in my wardrobe, planning what I should wear the next day. Then i Realised a rilakkuma box at the bottom of my wardrobe. It has always been there. It's just that I've never actually bothered about it. This time, I decided to open the box and i had a shock.
SHOES!!!! So many pairs that I have bought and forgotten and left to rot!! Perks of being forgetful! You get pleasantly surprised from time to time (: All of them are brand new! Only one or two pairs that I’ve worn once. I was super happy and excited! I didn't have to buy any more shoes for a month or two AND I had many more shoes! Yay!! I had club therapy the next day. I had a really good night (: but won't really blog about it. i went back to sleep 8 am that morning. And had driving at 2 ._. I know. I always book my driving either on the wrong day or at the wrong time. Stupid me. So life for me is… tiring now. I’m having my attachment! Yes, I’m actually working now! i'll blog about it next time See you all soon!! ❤ Friday, March 2, 2012
Dreams 'sometimes, we love people so much that we have to be numb to it.
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because if we really felt how much we really love them, it would kill us' EXAMS ARE OVER!!! HELLYEAHHHHHHH my stress level for the past 2 weeks has peaked and i officially am EXHAUSTED. i'm basically nocturnal but now, im..... just awake. for the past 3 days i've only slept 5 hours in total. weeeet. im really tired but when i have the time to nap for an hour or two, I CANT FALL ASLEEP... ITS TORTUROUS. even when i sleep, i dream of dreams that are really really active. it's as if i was in an action movie. i have friends who don't remember their dreams at all! In fact my own boyfriend just tells me he doesn't dream at all! but that's not possible, of course. i dont know how well you remember your dreams when you wake up but as for me, i remember them clearly. it's as if my dreams are real. every detail, colour and emotion in the dream is so freakishly real even till the point i wake up, go through with my day and i can still tell people what i dreamt about last night. sometimes, i get mixed up if something that happened was real, or if it was just a dream. INSANE? i honestly dont know if that is normal or not; but when i wake up, i feel that my hours of sleep does not amount to the hours of rest i had. oh come to think of it, i just realised that most of my dreams that i remember really well are 'action-themed' dreams. like for example, a few weeks ago i dreamt that i was on a run cause there were people trying to kill me and some guy. we had vehicles as small as monopoly character toys (those little metal things which you choose to represent yourself on the board) and when you throw them on the floor, they become real bikes and stuff. WTF? I KNOW firstly, I DONT EVEN LIKE MONOPOLY. i remember the last time i played monopoly is when i one of my baby tooth dropped. which means... primary school, maybe 9 or 10. IM 19 NOW. secondly, I CANT RIDE A MOTORCYCLE. neither do i want to. they're noisy, dirty and unsafe!! we rode on the bikes in huge sand patches like the desert, go past alleys that have people smoking in the alleys, and then the next thing, we were on little boats. then robert pattison came (as edward cullen). OHMYGOD, PLEASE I DONT EVEN LIKE EDWARD. WTF?! he saved me actually and in my dream, i was on his back and he jumped from a high tree to another, just like the movie. weirdly, it was SO DAMN REAL. the wind, colours, excitement. how is that possible? or should i pass my dreams off as i have amazing creativity?? just that i havent actually been able to use it because..... wellll.... im not exactly good at applying creativity to anything else. well so anyway, it's 1.42am now and i'm super tired. i only slept 2 hours the night before and last night, i tried to nap from 11.30 - 00.30 and i failed to fall asleep. i had to get up, study for my finance paper at 9am the very same morning. i self-declare myself to be a demigod now though. im still functioning perfectly fine, dont look that tired and other that FEELING tired, nothing is different! i still sat for my paper, went for lunch, went for driving lesson, movie and dinner! so anyway, i painted my nails!  current nails. i did this about 8 months ago and i thought, why not do it again cause its so damn cute and easy to do. i love it! minnie mouse inspired nails  my previous nail design. i saw this on instagram (FOLLOW ME @FELICIAONGXY) and i thought it was pretty cute so i decide to try it. it isn't as easy the minnie mouse one. ITS NOT WELL DONE, I KNOW. i went to bathe before it fully dry up! so i had to like repaint/overlap blahblah certain parts of it, causing it to look like %^&*(*&^% so anyway, mercus is still keeping up with the 'one flower a week' thing to keep me happy and this week he bought me two roses!  yes, i know it's a coincidence that both roses are the same colour as the one in the precious post. ._. idk why but maybe im realising it late or mercus is getting super sweet!! just for example, the other day, we met and i told him to remind me to get a new hairband. after several hours later, we were having dinner at ajisen and he excused himself to the toilet. HE CAME BACK WITH A PLASTIC BAG WITH THESE!  the exact hairband i lost previously (the black one, which is the reason why i wanted to buy a new one) a double hairband thing, idk what it's called but its leopard prints! i love prints! super cute tissue paper (the black, white and pink thing), which i dont think i'll ever use and a rose!! HOW SWEET IS THAT!!! well anyway, i think maybe i just realised how sweet he is after half a year of being together. hurhur. oh please please dont take anybody around you for granted ok! after realising how good people treats you allows you to become a much happier person!!! 'appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had' - my brother just read this to me and i feel it's relevant to this part of my post! coincidence much? PS: my friend and i realised that most happy people are generally fatter than skinny people so skinny people should envy chubbier people instead! GOODNIGHTTTTT <3
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