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TEEHEE kay kidding! she doesn't know that he left singapore. neither am i depressed. anyway i only shopped for about 2 hours and decided to have have a break (which never ended). sooo, loots from 2 hours of shopping! oh i just realised the bag is covered. the bag damn chio! ohwell, nevermind next time! ^^ super chio right?! my fav item of all! the colour is damn cute! got this thermal bottle also! super cute! and this pair of shorts for sleeping! HOW TO RESIST? SO CUTEEE!!!! material very good and comfy also! ^^ so anyway, i was thinking.. MY BLOG IS SO BORINGGGGGG!!! so im gna show you all what i do best! shopping! okay. not exactly shopping but just looking around then buying them when i think they're pretty! so here are a few things i got in the last few days. ribbon ring! cute and simple at the same time! somehow i LOVEEE this earrings! bracelet with pearls, ribbons, chains AND bling and the same time! awesome not! HK from billy! how cute. AND SHADES from warehouse. i HAVE TO HIGHLIGHT THIS because ITS SOOO ANNOYING WHEN MOST OF YOUR FRIENDS ARE MALES! they will think it costs $10!!!! even after you tell them ITS FROM WAREHOUSE YOU ASS! they'll still insist its some cheap good. okay i know they're like joking and all. BUT WHY?! so annoyinggggg!!! but yaaa, its funny when all laugh about it but dont you think its so weird that guys like to do that? okay i'll update this space soon! love you all!! (: 0 comments Monday, March 28, 2011 HI okay i knowwwwww. i havent been posting up pictures or whatever. butbut that's because keep forgetting to bring my camera out! okay soon, PROMISE. anyway, had a shoot so did a little shopping :D oh and im going to pack my closet tonight. salvation army, here i come (: bai! 0 comments Monday, March 21, 2011 It's as if.. God is sending me a message. Firstly, Lucky left us so suddenly then Japan and some other incidents. It got me really cherishing everything i have around me. who knows that one day, maybe tomorrow, someone whom you love might just leave you without any warning. Life is already as unpredictable as it is. with new surprises springing up on us every single day, are we really strong enough to go through life as we think we can? Good and bad, we live life one day after another, step after step. But it really sucks that you never know if the next, you'll be falling down a never ending hole or being lifted up the sky to watch a rainbow from above. Who knows? maybe you quarrelled with your best friend and said things you don't mean out of anger and the next minute, he/she got into an accident. it really does scares me because lucky leaving us was so sudden. I took it really hard. up till now, i miss her so much and pray for her every day. how many more times i can sit with my friends and laugh with them? how many more times i can have dinner with my family, with my parents. i'm not being emo or anything but it's true isn't it? how scary life is. no matter how angry i am, i just don't dare to say things i don't mean. so afraid to say something i would regret for my entire life. i've read articles about people losing their family and regret not telling how much they love them before they've lost them. and yet, we know but it's so hard to put your pride down and tell your parents again, like how you used to when you were young, 'mum, dad, i love you' okay i've done that so many times but when was your last? it's so difficult to understand life but how hard it is? what has bring us so far? the optimism we carry around us, the love and support people around shower us or faith that we all possess? or all of the above? we're only human and what we have to go through is already hard as it is. But then again, there're assholes around to make things so much worse for us. a few examples like how some people feel that japan DESERVES the natural disasters that hit them. and how GOD has answered their prayers. HUH SERIOUSLY? how many lives have been lost and the statistics (Which i believe is altered to a lesser number) itself is horrifying. the amount of damage is insane and if we're not there and we feel something, what about those who are there GOING THROUGH IT? it's hard to believe what some people are thinking. is heartless even enough to describe them? here's a video i'd like to share which touched me pretty much. those of you who dont know, this guy, Chris Medina, he proposed to his girlfriend and they were supposed to get married. after x months, she got into an accident and got into a coma. the doctor said it's likely that she wouldnt wake up. but they (chris and her family) believed she would and she did. but things are never the same. she cant control herself and cant even communicate properly. But Chris never gave up hope and still is there for her. omg how touching? the lyrics and all. fairytale. okay extremely wordy post but just a little of my thoughts put in words to share with you all. goodday! tell the people around you that you love them! PS/i know i mentioned God in a few of my posts but im not christian or anything. i believe that there's a god but not in any religion in particular. 0 comments Sunday, March 20, 2011 Glance and Japan's disaster timeline A 8.9 magnitude earthquake off the coast of north-east Japan spawned a ferocious tsunami that's caused massive destruction; flattening whole towns, starting raging fires, and killing thousands of people. The following is a list of key events since the two natural disasters devastated north-eastern Japan on Friday (March 11): Friday, March 11: - An undersea earthquake with a magnitude of 8.9, one of the most powerful ever recorded, strikes off Japan's north-eastern coast just before 3.00pm local time (2pm Singapore time). The authorities issued a tsunami warning. - A 10m tsunami wave smashes over the north-eastern Japanese coast, causing massive damage and flooding. A series of aftershocks follows, many exceeding a magnitude of 7.0. - Japanese authorities announce that four nuclear power stations in quake-hit areas have been shut down. Eventually 11 of the nation's roughly 50 plants stop producing power. - The US Geological Service announces the quake was the most powerful to hit Japan since records began. Saturday, March 12: - The Japanese government orders the evacuation of residents living close to the Fukushima No. 1 nuclear power plant, where the disaster has caused cooling systems to fail and raised fears of a meltdown. - An explosion occurs in a building housing one of the plant's reactors. - Japan mobilises some 100,000 military and other rescue personnel. Aid pours in from around the world, including from the US military stationed in Japan. - Video images show the extent of the damage, with the tsunami washing away houses and cars and hurling ships far inland, while fires blaze over large areas. The US Geological Survey says the force of the quake moved Honshu - the main Japanese island - by 2.4m. Sunday, March 13: - The government says 230,000 people have been evacuated from the vicinity of the crippled nuclear reactors. - While the overall toll remains unclear, the police chief in badly-hit Miyagi prefecture said the number of deaths was certain to exceed 10,000 in his region alone. - A man who was swept out to sea on a piece of the roof of his house is rescued by a naval vessel. - The Japanese government announces energy rationing due to the shutdown of nuclear power stations. Millions of residents are without any power or water. - The Japanese weather service says there is a 70 per cent chance that a further aftershock with a magnitude of 7.0 or higher could occur within three days. Monday, March 14: - A second explosion occurs at the stricken Fukushima nuclear power station. - Rescuers say they have found 2,000 bodies in Miyagi prefecture. - Share prices plunge 6.18 per cent on the Tokyo stock exchange. - A United Nations humanitarian agency says 1.4 million Japanese are without running water and more than half a million have been evacuated. - The International Atomic Energy Agency says it is 'very unlikely' Fukushima will turn into a Chernobyl-like situation. - The US Geological Survey upgrades the magnitude of Friday's quake to 9.0. Tuesday, March 15: - Two more blasts and a fire rock the Fukushima plant and radiation levels around the facility reach dangerous levels, prompting the government to advise people up to 30km from the reactor to stay indoors. - Officials say that higher than normal radiation levels are detected in Tokyo. - The official death toll from the disaster passes 2,400. - Japan stocks fall more than 14 per cent before clawing back ground with shares ending down 10.55 per cent. - The Bank of Japan pumps eight trillion yen (almost S$130 billion) into the financial system to soothe shaken money markets following a record 15-trillion yen injection on Monday. Wednesday, March 16 - A new fire erupts at the troubled Fukushima plant. Workers are briefly evacuated, as a tall white cloud is seen billowing into the sky over the complex. - Radiation levels at the plant's entrance spike before decreasing. - Another strong 6.0-magnitude aftershock hits. Buildings in Tokyo sway. - Emperor Akihito delivers a rare address to the nation, offering his prayers and expressing his deep concern over the escalating nuclear crisis. - The official number of dead and missing surpasses 11,000. - Tokyo shares rebound after the biggest two-day sell-off in 24 years. The headline Nikkei share index closed up 5.68 per cent on bargain hunting. - The Bank of Japan pumps another 3.5 trillion yen (S$55.5 billion) into the financial system. Thursday, March 17 - The official number of dead and missing hits 14,650, a rise of nearly 1,000 in just a few hours. - Foreign governments urge their citizens to leave Tokyo and US State Department authorises the voluntary departure of US embassy family members. - Chinook helicopters dump tonnes of water in a desperate effort to cool overheating nuclear reactors. - The government says Japan faces major blackouts unless energy use falls. - Tokyo shares close down 1.44 per cent as the central bank injects another five trillion yen (S$80.9 billion) into its buckling financial system. - US President Barack Obama offers to give Japan any support that it needs, the Tokyo government says. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this is the first time ever that i prayed so hard. god bless them. 0 comments Friday, March 18, 2011 To Miss Ou Yong i love you so so much and you know it. but you're so so so bias towards others. just so you know, it hurts ): but i still love you so :D 0 comments Wednesday, March 16, 2011 a long chain of thoughts hello all. anyway im just sitting here all alone and my mind isnt resting (you know what they say about how female's brain never stop working?) sooo, i had a few random thoughts and i decided that i shall blog about it. i dont know if it's only me but time seem to fly so so fast. it's like i don't remember things like maybe 2 days ago and if somebody reminds me something that has happen maybe a week ago, i will feel as if it happened probably weeks or maybe even, months ago! i don't understand why. i didn't use to be like this. so i tend to forget things so easily now. or that i have freaking short term memory? It's just damn freaking weird. then yet, things that were DAMN long ago, are still crystal clear in your mind. WHY? and also, while thinking of this, my mind wandered off into a few years (maybe a little more than a few) later in my life when i have my own home and all. it's nice but i have to leave my parents ):. wellll then my mind would go crazy on how i will place the furniture, what will be in the house, the pant colour, the rooms, the kitchen and all that you know? it's soooo exciting. must.must. have a piano, a nice kitchen with all-matching utensils and pots and pans. ahhh. (: and at the end of the day when you lie in bed and reflect/think about your life/days, you settle your mind. now after really letting everything leave, i wonder, how come i can actually be so so so afraid of something good that has happened? it wasn't like this the last time. is it that i've been lost for a really long time and suddenly being jolted back or it's just a fear inside that i thought i didn't have anymore. ahhhhh. lost pup. ): ohwell, side note, tmr i shall wake up earlier and meet anna. and i miss my girls. boohoooo i think im moodswinging now. crapppppxz. time to isolate myself in a container. bye ): 0 comments Thursday, March 10, 2011 rants on... my maid HI ALL. im okay now. and i guess its better to embrace the memories rather than be sad and all. i love you baby girl.. anyway. HOW REALISTIC CAN THIS WORLD BE? after i post up that i'll probably MIA for a while,the views of my blog DROPPED BY MORE THAN HALF!! OMFG WHATTHEHELL?! okay but i wont say anything cause whats the point coming when theres nothing to read right! HAHAHA IM SO WEIRD. anyway, zombiemode on now. i have no idea what to blog about at all. maybe except for recent things? i wont blog about what happened and details and all. so update on my life, im changing maid soon. sucks that the customs in Philippines are super strict now. so i kinda like this maid but what made me so turned off by her is her attitude. and here are the few reasons why 1) she disrespects me - she shouts for me rather than coming in my room to talk to me. (this only happens when my parents are not home) for example, i'm in my room and shes in another room. then i hear my name 'FELICIA FELICIA' WALAO! you're my maid. not my friend. even my friends don't scream for me and expect me to go to them and that's because they respect me more than you do. it's ridiculous. - when she wants something and my parents are not home, she TELLS me she wants it and not ASKS me if she can have it. for example, Shes addicted to ibumie meegoreng (damn nice) i have like zillion other brands but she only eat that. okay fine. everytime my parents leave home, she immediately asks me 'mam, can i eat noodles. im hungry'. understandable right? BUT even if there's food on the table or whereever, she MUST eat it. but i always say yes. until once, i was in my room preparing to bathe. then she starts screaming for my name again. i ignored. then once im done bathing, i went out of my room and she cooked the noodles already. AND TOLD ME 'mam i eat noodles' WTF?! she cant even walk over and ask me if she can eat?! RIDICULOUS. are you that lazy? it pisses me off so much also because my brother and i LOVE ibumie meegoreng and she spams it. she secretly eat also sometimes. so when WE want to eat it, there isnt anymore for us. fucking selfish. there's food you also want cook ibumie. fuck you. 2) She (probably) takes my dad as a joke -my dad's a happy person so he jokes alot with my maid and us. but she takes it to a whole new level. my parents ask her to make coffee for them. then she makes the drinks and serves it to them. and SOMEHOW (more than just a single time) my dad's coffee is SUPER SWEET. like sugar coffee. and my mum's? JUST RIGHT. is that possible? both cups of coffees are made at the same time! -my dad has ariwanas (idk how you spell that fish) and fishes tend to get scared easily. so once, my dad was feeding the fish, then at the other side of the tank, she started slamming the tank, scaring the fish. (and then it starting jumping like mad) my dad got angry and started yelling at her to stop. then she looked at my dad and SLAMMED THE TANK MORE! WHAT?! is she fucking retarded! probably yes. then the fish obviously freaked out more and started jumping more. my dad then started scolding her. and now, the fish gets scared at EVERY LITTLE THING. like when someone off the lights or walk pass the tank in a faster pace, it starts jumping like mad. and she still act dumb. once she walked pass the tank then the fish started jumping. then she look at my dad and say 'why the fish like that'. obviously trying to imply it isnt her fault. OMG. CAN DIE. -my mum was having her nap and my dad was hungry and wanted to have bread. he cant speak english well so he told the maid he wanted roti. she didnt understand so he went on explaining 'roti, put kaya and jam' she still didnt understand so my dad said 'nvm i ask mam'(my mum has no-joke attitude to her) then she immediately 'wait sir you want bao? i heat for you' WTF?! LOLOL. nothing to say. okay anyway, this post was typed like the day before until i got too tired to continue ranting and i didnt post it up. so happier today. i walked to parkway and did a little selfshopping (fave buy: i finally got myself a hello kitty necklace!!!) its nice to walk long distances when the weather is perfect, with shades, sun in your skin and breeze in your hair. except that some people are weird enough to taint the perfection. i've had stalkers who stalked me ALL THE WAY to my house. i didnt know until he told me he stalked me from where where where. 'you were walking so far so i decided to park my car and follow you' .......................................... so.. today i wanted to bake and the weather was nice. cooling and the sun isnt too hot. so i left home at bout 4 to go to coldstorage. and just now as i was walking, this man approached me and ask if he could know me and get my number blahblah, the usuals. so i decided to say 'yeah okay, but just so you know, i'm married *smiles*'' he replied 'that's okay. i am too.' .. omg? OMG!!!! he looked so so gentle and all. not someone you see making friends with girls you see walking on the streets while having a wife(and probably a kid/kids) at home! why so many cheaters? so so so... the night before i was craving to have cupcakes with ALOT of frosting. so i have to satisfy my craving by baking it! and sharing with others:D so here it is. peanutbutter cupcake with buttercream frosting with hundreds and thousands and multicoloured hearts toppings :D spammed it with peanut butter cause PB IS LOVE anyway, i bought some REALLY CUTE SNACKS the other day :D DOUBLE LAYER CHUPACHUPS!!!!!!!! OMG HOW COOL IS THAT?! sorry if its everywhere BUT I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH THINGS BEFORE. i havent tried it yet but my friend said its nice :D omo! shall take a picture of the real thing when i eat it and whats this? CAPLICO!! i bought chocolate and strawberry. ate the strawberry flavoured one already. super sweet but damn nice. looks super cute also like a huge cone icecream and the cream part is soft and ofcourse the super huge bag of HELLO KITTY!! marshmallows!! :D happy kid. anyway its the holidays now and I AM GLAD i have been giving alot of time to myself as compared to my previous holidays. sleeping alot, staying home to do the things i like. previous holidays were like waking up, rushing out. coming home, sleeping for a couple of hours then rushing out again. busier than school days. oh anyway, im quite a believer of horoscopes. i think it's so-darn-accurate sometimes. is it the same as you all? 0 comments Saturday, March 5, 2011 something tragic has happened and i will only be back after i'm emotionally and mentally ready. 0 comments Thursday, March 3, 2011 hello all :D OKAY. so turns out, we didn't camwhore yesterday. lol. in fact, we didn't even take a simple picture! i am quite unhappy actually. i ALWAYS bring my camera out and no one asks/uses it. then when one day i DECIDE to leave my camera at home, then someone will just 'FELICIA WHERE'S YOUR CAMERA!! FASTER!!' WTH ._. okay so anyway, i met annab yesterday and we decided to go shopping and maybe catch a movie (but didn't in the end) and somehow annab and i ALWAYS end up so similar it's insane. i like certain food and she likes them too. i dislike some and she dislikes them too. yesterday, i wanted to get white spaghetti top and pink lipstick and it was the exact same things she wanted to get!! how amazing is that. was thinking of whether getting M.A.C's or sephora's. ended up getting sephora's because i figured mac's lipstick was EXTREMELY pink. then after getting sephora's i regretted because the pink's a little too dark. now i want mac's ._. argh. it's raining like mad now. how to go out?! it's actually stayover night today but i have event to work tmr! and stayover means not sleeping and i cant afford to look like a zombie while im working. ahhh ): okay anyway, before i end this boring post, here's something for you to think about. 'Stick and stones may break my bones. But words will never hurt' haha what a confident and optimistic statement huh. but is it really so? i think i'll post up my thoughts in the upcoming post to share my view on this (if i remember). bye all have a nice day! ^^ 0 comments Wednesday, March 2, 2011 When i finally fell asleep. Last night, i was so tired i decided to go to bed at 12+. (i normally only go to bed after 4.) but somehow, despite me feeling the weight of the world on my lids and the pressure in my head, i couldnt seem to fall asleep until about 3+am! ARGH. the feeling was TERRIBLE. i was soooo tired but no matter what i did, i couldnt sleep! i tried EVERYTHING. counting sheep, hugging/not hugging bolster. to hug my toys. to get up for a walk for 5 mins. i only managed to fall asleep unknowingly after 3 hours or so. and when i did, the next thing i know was that i was awake in sweat at 6.03 and every little noise startled me. yes. i had a nightmare. again. and it all went like this. apparently, i was in my room, on my bed and someone was with me (afriend i think) and she went to bed first. so being the owl, i decided to get up and do my stuff before going to sleep. so i was meditating (yes, sometimes i do that to empty my mind) and she suddenly attacked me. and when i opened my eyes, i realised that the attacker was ME. and not only that, my WHOLE ROOM was filled with my friend (ME!!) and they were ALL ATTACKING ME. or smth like that. WTF you know how scary that was? its like seeing yourself attacking yourself!!! and not only you but A LOT of you attacking you!!! and when i opened my eyes, i was well, in sweat. i guess my fight in the dream became real physically. thank god i dont sleep with anyone. but when i woke up, i closed my eyes back again then to realise i NEED to open them again to check if nothing/NOBODY was in my room. because the setting of my dream was in my room!! exactly! then my maid was already awake outside the leaving room and every sound she made was scaring me. ah. i have NO IDEA why my bad dreams, a.k.a nightmares always happen in my house. the last holiday, i had a super scary nightmare that involved a dream IN A DREAM! and it was in my house too. and my room. ahhh. but that was under alcohol influence! but last night i had not one drop of alcohol! not fair!. okay i shall camwhore today with annabell later. (if she's willing) we're gna go shoppingggg. :D bye all! im late already roar 0 comments
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