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Friday, July 31, 2009
88 more days.. How is it possible for someone to put on 2 kg in 2 days? well anyway as the title suggests, it's 88 days more to the big day. O levels! Sigh i don't know but time and again, i get overwhelmed by the fear within me and get stressed up like never before. don't freaking laugh because you people don't know the situation i'm in okay. It's not good.. Not good. The worst is that i don't seem to be actually doing anything about it! well i am maybe.. Studying a little and doing work now occasionally but deep inside, i know it isn't enough. I need motivation. I need strength! My weak body isn't helping much by feeling tired always and the class is worse than the different stories in the market. It's all so messed up! what am i to do with myself honestly? I hate it! Sigh but then again, i guess this is life for humans.. Just humans. Well nevermind, i'll just get locked inside my own world again and wait for bb to bring me out later! bye! Labels: rants 1 comments Sunday, July 26, 2009
Freaky Horoscopes I've always thought that horoscopes were child's play and never took it to heart(or mind) despite anna, ying2 and some others who insists that it's accurate. However, i realised... IT'S EXTREMELY ACCURATE AND SCARYYYYYY! Daily Couple: Are you feeling stressed out, even though in reality everything is going perfectly well? Tell your partner what's on your mind. Keeping everything inside won't help matters at all. If anything, you'll feel more anxious. OMGOMGOMG BB ISNT IT TRUE?????? If ever there was a time that's perfect for you to figure out a plan for letting someone down gently, this is it. Planning is, after all, your specialty. Your first and best rule will be to 'do no harm' -- to either of you -- even if that's much easier said than done. In other words, don't let them goad, manipulate or persuade you into staying longer than you should. If you're done, you're done. aw man, crazy thing. well anyway, even magazine's one are QUITE accurate despite being all entirely different! but the thing is.. How can it be that all people of the same horoscopes are experiencing similar stuffs? especially when there's 12 different horoscopes and not 120... hmm I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S THE END OF SUNDAY! NO! PS check out your horoscopes on yahoo horoscopes for accurate readings!!!! 2 comments revealed. I am so upset right now, by several things that has happened. the main thing that is the core of this mood is that i have lost something of mine that holds a high value of importance to me! i've been trying to find it for an hour but still...! It's not as if my house is really big or anything. My mum hasn't seen it, my younger brother hasn't and even my maid hasn't!!!!!! WHAT AM I TO DO??!! I'm so sure that it's either in my place or xuan's place but... well anyway, i don't understand why some people just let EVERY little thing affect their lives. In fact when i mean their lives, i dont mean just their mood. but they rant, complain and make it sooo big when it's actually not. Might be a misunderstanding, miscommunication or whatever. Isn't there a 'forgive and forget' phrase that i thought everyone should have in mind? Or maybe not in mind but at least in their selves. It's not like a little mistake would cut your flesh out right? Making it so big and hurting others would just lead to what? Your endless happiness which would end when another person comes around and 'poke' you. (which should be 5 mins from now) Why let your little irritance bother you so much that you only end up with a handful of friends and a bag of others who don't like you? It's weird that some people just expect everything to go their ways and how everyone should be 'perfect' in their view. It's not true. it's all about compromise. Please don't expecting others to compromise when you're not even trying. Why you're the perfect one and everyone should be LIKE you when you're not. It should be clear to you that you've been disliked, confronted and talked about since years ago. Instead of being your old, most hated self going around talking about others when they did ALMOST nothing to you, why not change? reflect, why do your rs with your fam is so bad. Why aren't you able to have friends other than those met on the internet(& some 'others'). Many other points i can think of.. & why don't i find it any surprising? you know who you are and i know you read this junk. so maybe maybe.. you would think about it? or shall i become the next one who would irritate you and for you to be ranting about? haa. back to oreos.. 1 comments Saturday, July 25, 2009
I LOVE TEEVEE MULAN IS SHOWING ON CHANNAL FIVE YO!~ 1 comments a random post Town w jiaying and L. was late as usual but i guess it was okay to leave the love birds alone haa! mm, went over to ps and saw NOELLE? didnt say hi cause it was only when i left then to realised that it was her ._. thought i saw F-NA but she wasnt in town. that's the weird part. walked over met lovebirds at paragon. old changkee for dinner (so kelian right!) then walked arnd for a bit. shopped talked walked ate toilet looked at some randoms and ended up at starbucks. i swear starbucks's earning big bucks man! how can sooo many outlets ALWAYS be full. annoys me to hell! but anyho-how, we got a place and sat drank chat laughed for 2 hours? no pictures tho ): trained back and slept without waiting for b to end work! HAHAH SORRY PIG! & that was how i spent my friday night. was talking to jiaying abt primary school days and i saw Leonard at busstop! LOL so to round off the day, i saw Noelle, fake F-NA, Leonard and Mr courtesy in a mask! ah whatever, before that went w Qian to some cake shop and ate the lousy flour there. chitchat and realised karma's coming back! YAY! many peeps are changing and i guess i am to? is it part of life or it's some sort of unnatural mutation. i dont understand. Do everyone's thinking mutate at the same time. & all to a different direction? Anna and i realised quite long ago that pet Dogs normally take after its owners. Not only the media-influenced look-alike but character alike as well! like how Creamy always shun away from peeps and how he looks older than he really is (LOL ANNA!) and kaka takes over X. OH, you know despite he taking X as his owner, he protects me than X? hahah so maybe that's why he takes over X. OR MAYBE KAKA LIKES ME MORE! i think kaka looks like ahboy! his paws are moving as he sleeps right now. maybe he's dreaming that his running! and Lucky takes over me! i love her! so people should love me too! HAHAH okay! im going off since pig b says that my typing is disturbing him! STUDY HARD FOR O's PEOPLE! 2 comments Thursday, July 23, 2009
Life's hectic I refuse believe how crazy life is now. It's 23rd July today and it'll be 25th August in 1 month and 2 days. This day then marks the start of Prelims and it's bb's birthday! I've already taught of what to give x so i have i less thing to worry about HEHE. well anyway, it's weird that i'm having so many Dejavus these days that it's kinda scary. i reach school at 7.25 and leave at 5. It's even longer than working hours but i MUST preservere! about a hundred more days and freedom will come. Nowadays it's becoming clearer that the whole 'class politics' is not coming to an end. I'm glad im somewhat out of it (other than eyes of 2 people, ha) It's actually funny seeing how some people act in front of others and how others react upon hearing rumours. It's like watching a live drama and all. This class is boring with a little of fun and humour. But it actually taught me how scary people can actually be at our age! How important to choose your friends before or they'll turn back on you for everything. Well anyway, just a few more months and everything will be over! glad! oh! i came across a phrase today. if you feel gratitude to someone and don't express it, it's like wrapping a present and not giving it. i think it's very true so people, express your gratitude to people alright! 1 comments Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Pervert on bus School ended early so qian and i decided to go over to bugis to get some fruit juice :D well, anyway, the point is, on the way back alone(as i decided to bus home) i met a pervert! a total psycho i swear. i got on Bus 61, which was a SMRT bus. Just for people who don't know, SMRT buses have 4 seats facing each other. and i was on one of them. just that it was facing the front. i was peacefully sitting on my seat, nearer to the aisle with a sweet looking aunty beside me when a fat bum sat in front of me. He opened his legs so big that one of his enormous leg was blocking the aisle that the others use to walk to the rear of the bus. He kept staring at me despite me in uniform and after one WHOLE day in school (look below to see how i look in school) eww eww eww. The worse thing was that when i looked up he just stared right back into my eyes. Not once, not twice but several times. he kept looking at my knee caps (since its the only skin revealed other than my hands and face) with the one arm on chest and one hand on chin action! The most disgusting thing was he stomp his foot so loudly beside my leg that i had to look up and i came to realise that there was a bulge between his legs! OMG! i was feeling sooo uncomfortable but i couldn't change a seat cause the bus was TOOTOOTOOOO crowded! we reached one particular stop when people started alighting. Qian called me as i texted her the situation i was in. when the bus became somewhat empty, he immediately sat BESIDE me. His action was so fast that it caught me. He's huge and so when he landed beside me, i could feel the heat emitting from his skin. (yes, that was how close he was to ME!) my reaction was to get up and move 3 seats diagonally behind him. He looked as i left my seat and continued to stare as i settled down on my new safe seat. He continued to stare until one lady boarded the bus and sat at a place that hid me from his view. & of course, he realised that. upon that happening his fast thinking actually moved him back to where he was seated. the seat that faced everyone! so, i'm in his view again! i swear i was sooo annoyed, irritated and half scared to death! He seems so open about what he was doing and he doesn't care! it must have been half an hour already and he DARES to do this in the public, in broad daylight in front of a STUDENT! WHAT?! i decided to stop one stop earlier to 'make sure' that he doesn't follow me. He didn't. But i had to walk to the next busstop when i saw him alight. i freaked out. i think he saw me walking towards his direction and so i quickly turned around and took a round about back home. HOW CAN SOMEONE BE LIKE THAT? IT'S NOT NORMAL AND HE HAS NO SENSE OF SHAME. DESPITE THE BULGE BTW HIS LEGS, HE MADE NO ATTEMPT TO HIDE IT FROM EITHER ME OR THE PUBLIC !!! i couldn't describe my feelings when i was in the bus. Other than annoyed, irritated and scared feelings i wrote before, i was laughing when i talked to qian and described everything. 哭笑不得 Such people should really be banished from the Earth. i had a few ridiculous experiences and i see that such crazy pervertic people actually have really really THICK skin. From saying they know you and how much you look like their friend to singing on buses, how embarrassing can this be? And the funniest thing is, these guys are actually 20+ of age! aren't they WORKING? i don't know. But what i know is i hate public transports but im already spending too much on cabs! i guess i can't do anything about it and that such stupid stuff ALWAYS happens to me. sigh, world... 1 comments Monday, July 20, 2009
Racial Harmony Day                       
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Friday, July 17, 2009
bb's bullying me. Cause im not going over today so he's going to cook all the wedges and cheese sauce and eat it all without meeeeeee ): 0 comments Thursday, July 16, 2009
update of life. ah, it's weird that i can't find any time to blog the long posts. anyway, fistly, the 30$ class tee? it's quite okay right? but its just not worth it! argh! i'll update pictures soon. secondly, how can this week be SOOOO tiring? is it even possible? Thirdly, it's racial harmony. Thus, to 'celebrate' it, CCH dear has decided, like always, to allow us to wear Ethnic costumes. but without any activities. So, as this is our last year, it has been made compulsory for us to wear these costumes. bought my indian costume at Little India. wanted to do henna cause it's just SOOOO nice. but.. so i'll be in school dressed up as a little chinese girl in indian costume and accessories. :D pictures! promise!! 0 comments Monday, July 13, 2009
read this. i read this quite long ago but now i saw it on yingying's blog and once again, it made me sad. i hope it would make you sad too. And guilty, because we're selfish humans. When I was a puppy I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" - but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housetraining took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love. She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" - still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch - because your touch was now so infrequent - and I would have defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams. Together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf. Now you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog or cat, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a goodbye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?" They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you - that you had changed your mind - that this was all a bad dream...or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table, rubbed my ears and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself - a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. With my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not meant for her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty. The End Jim Willis how could we? 1 comments Sunday, July 12, 2009
NDP REHEARSAL  had ndp rehearsal RED tickets for free! For those of you who do not know what red tickets are, they are actually like 'VIP' tickets for officials or their fams to go. i went with jiaying and we didnt know that red tickets holders were vips! hahha so as the entrance were opened at 4 and we reached at 545, we thought we were going to have bad seatings! but we didnt. we had a straight route to the centre block, right in front of the stage(best seatings!) while going in, we saw people queuing to collect fun packs. but we were not at the queue. Those who were getting the fun packs have yellow tickets. So JY and I thought that we were not going to have our bags. But as we walked, we found out that the bags were already placed on our seats!! the most bimbo thing about us was that, despite going at the latest time, we had the best seating and packs already on our chairs, WE DIDNT KNOW WE HAD VIP TICKETS! HAHA oh, we were walking in when i spotted a RAINBOW! i dont know what's the colour of a rainbow   can you spot it?  all the sweat! i said we were super bimbo so for the first half an hour or so, we were looking at our funpacks (making noises that we BOTH got the pink bag ) and ransacking the bag. we had this heart thing that could light up either RED or WHITE! well, which is obviously the singapore flag colour. (you push the button up its white. and if you push it down, it's white!) so we camwhored! we found out that it's PINK in pictures (and it thrilled us more!! LOL)       SEE ITS PINK AND BLUE! uh, after that we started watching the rehearsal and it's awesome i tell you! esp the military part! the performance is comical, colourful and entertaining!  see what i mean by the best seating? just in front of the stage!!          Then there was this parachute thing! i lovelovelove it! or them!!!! BBBB I BET THEY HAVE ALOT OF MUSCLES HAHHAHA you know, they have this narrow road in front of the stage and they ALL landed on the road! good or not!!!!  see! stage also red and white!  uh and me, looking like a bumblebee in her shades! well, then towards the end of the rehearsal, it started to rain heavily. downpour. we all put on the poncho they gave us but no one left. we stood up for the Pledge and Anthmn. Then followed by the fireworks finale. It would't be the same as the one on the actual day but i swear it's beautiful. If anyone can imagine, fireworks, in front of you, while the rain fall down from the sky so heavily. It's a whole different feeling from just looking at fireworks alone. Well, i should say that this whole thing is sooo nice! i never thought that NDP was so nice before. Maybe it's because i never cared or it's really better this time. or prolly the seats! NEXT YEAR! i'm sure to get the VIP tickets again!! i'll be there! theres 2 other new posts below anw! 1 comments bro finally going into NS one week ago, my brother went for his first week of ns training. :D i wasn't there cause i had school and so my mum took my cam. He's in the civil defence cause he has back problems.
town w jiaying,L and anna     some random pictures before meeting jiaying at town. was NOT late(yay) and managed to catch the bus jiaying was on to town! it's been so long since we've met up and the kind of conversation we can have seem to be like we're meeting everyday! hahah<>Leon and anna joined us later on ate mos with anna while L and JY ate yoshi. by the time we wanted to walk and shop, the shops were all closed/closing already. was so upset cause i wanted to buy some stuff actually! ): went back w anna and we walked from kembagan back home.    our failed heart! but due to our chemistry, theres actually another heart inside the 'heart'! can you spot it?  i look super ugly here but she wants this up cause she claims that 'she looks young here'!  i swear i didnt want to post this but anna said that it's sooo funny and she wanted to share this with all of you people ( at the expense of herself!)    if Megan Fox is a man because of her apple, then i am too!  |
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